Monday, May 25, 2009

im soo lazy to update..

i wanna write something but i just cant think of what to write.. hahaha well, yesterday i hang out with addin, jiji n sha.. so we went to watch night at the museum 2.. trust me, the movie was great! i really love that movie.. its even better than the first one.. u guys better not miss the movie because u will regret.. hahahaha
owh and after the movie, we went to wendy's cz our stomach is playing a rock song! hahaha well, me and sha ordered a baked potato with sour cream n chives.. mine taste great but unfortunately, sha's baked potato taste like "tanah".. thats what we said once we taste her baked potato.. hahaha poor sha.. lol
so after that we went back home.. so as soon as i got home, mama asked me, mana sha n her frens.. i was like, dorg xnk dtg.. hahaha so, i have to cal them n make sure, they come to the bbq at tok mi's house.. hahaha n they came.. altho by the time i call them, addin is alrd at home n jiji is alrd in ampang to sent sha back home.. so they arrived around 8.45..
we chat n eat until 11.. n its time for them to go back cz addin has to go to work today.. jiji has to sent sha to ampang n then go back to rawang.. hahaha
well, i had lots of fun yesterday.. altho it was my first time hanging out with addin n jiji.. but trust me, i feels like i've been frens with them like 10 years.. hahaha

Sunday, May 17, 2009

thanx girls!

hanging out with the girls have been the best thing in my life.. so the day started when i have to wake up at 7.30 am and sent my brother to work.. odw there, i text sha n billa "gudmorning girls! rise and shine!" unfortunately, billa reply with "Zzzzz". so, as soon as i reach home, i go to bed again.. hahaha n then around 10, sha n billa call n text me.. but i silent the phone.. so, sorry girls! n this Zzzzz Billa, buzz me at ym.. with the woman screaming.. i was like, darn.. i hate u biatch!! (the truth is i love u) hahaha so then we chat n i get ready.. well, ive packed everything.. so, as soon as im ready, i drove to Shah alam..

when i reached billa's room, i ask her to pluck my eyebrows.. n i did hers too.. fyi, we always do this whenever we meet.. huhuh so around 1, we went for lunch and came back home.. n i had to sew my mum's belt because the belt longgar. haha after that, we went to pick faris(billa's bro) from school.. as soon as we get home, billa took her stuff and we start our journey to Bukit Jalil.. cz we need to pick up Sha, Alya and Tyha.. n then, we went back to sha's house in LM.

so, when we reached LM, sha told Johan that we wanna borrow his car because we wanna go to Jusco and Danie is coming with us.. at first, he dont wanna give the car keys.. but later, he was like ok.. so sha said she wanna drive.. we all, was wearing the seatbelt because we are not sure about sha's driving.. plus i know what she have done last time.. haha

so, we reach Jusco safely.. haha then, we had our lunch + hi tea at oldtown and after that we went for some shopping..

we go to the room and get ready.. trying our outfit.. ahahah so, billa n sha borrow my outfit for that night.. then, we started to get ready.. haha so, we realise that we are all ready by 10.. so billa called pitt asking what time will he be at MOS.. n then he said that bob is in Putrajaya.. so, they will be a lil bit late..hahaha

so we reach the club around 11 and there was no one yet at the dance floor.. so we went to the dance floor and start dancing.. so then, there is this one guy who looks like pitt approach us.. billa was soo happy and she started to hug that guy.. i went close to him because i wanna take a closer look. n im wondering if pitt's here, then where is bob?? ahhaha but then i realise it wasnt pitt.. all of us started to laugh like mad! then the guy went away after billa told him that she thought he was pitt.. hahaha

so we dance non-stop bcause we dont have any table.. lol and around 11.45 pitt told billa that they are odw but they wanna eat first.. another disappoinment for billa.. hahaha then after a while, the songs become sux and we went out to get some air.. so, we hang out and then billa have to pick up a call from her dad.. so, she and tyha went to the ladies in Sunway Hotel just to pick up the calls.. while me, sha and alia is camwhoring.. then, there is this one guy came to us asking for lighter. so i gave him.. then they starting to take pics of us using their camera.. fuck! damn u typical malays.. haha

then, billa said that she has to come in using the main entrance again.. so, we have to meet inside .. we went back inside.. n billa said pitt is alrd in here.. few minutes later, we meet him.. she hug him and this time, its the real Pitt.. owh yea, bob was there too.. i was looking for a guy with long hair but billa told me that he has cut his hair.. so we greet each other and we have nothing much to say cz the music is so loud! haha then, we went to the dance floor.. i tot i want to dance with sha, tyha n alia.. but they alrd has partner.. they always have partner since the beginning.. i dont really have cz i dont like to dance with strangers.. hahaha but bob is different case.. lol pitt push him to me and billa told me to dance with him..  haaha

then, they said they wanna drink.. so i shared with bob cz pitt wanna share with billa.. hahaha LOL then we went out, n haha.. the typical malay boys were still there and they were looking at me n billa cz he we have accompany.. huhu so we hang out for a while and around 2.00, we all decided to leave..

then, we went to Darus to hang out.. so we chat.. and chat.. and pitt bully me as usual.. at one point, i feel sooooo ashame and i feels like im blushing.. hahaha then, they started to talk about ghost stories n i decided to ignore them.. so i talk with bob.. it was suprising because both of us ended up talking about ghost stories.. so, around 3+, we decided to go back because bob have class at 8 and pitt have a quiz.. huhu

so, before we went back home, all of the girls stop at sunway hotel because tyha wanna meet her scandal and clubbing buddy.. and we reach home around 4.30.. so, we take off our make up and decided to sleep.. unfortunately, we chat on the bed till 5.45.. hahaha

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

video shoot!

The past two days was the best day ever in this whole semester.. few days back, a stranger text me.. his name is faiz and he is fazry's fren.. he asked me if i can be their actress for the P.S.A film entitle "Study". i was like, owh ok.. cz fazry help me during my publication presentation.. so its time to help him back..

so, on saturday, i woke up early because they said that they will be going after they finished their MUET test.. then, they text me around 12 and said that we will be going at 2.30 pm. i was like owh cool! at least i have enough time to get ready.. i was feeling soo freaking nervous.. so, i decided to go to Bash's room (Fazry's gf which is my levelmate). i asked her if there is any other girl.. so she said i guess Kak Mai will be there. i was like cool! at least im not the only girl..

2.30 sharp, fazry called me to come down because Faiz is waiting for me.. as soon as i get inside the car. he said that we are going to Blok G back, because some of them are getting ready. the only thing that i can say is OK. haha then, i realize that i'm the only girl that will be surrounded by 5 guys.. ok i repeat FIVE GUYS! im kind of like a PIMP. haha




so, our first stop is Petronas.. two cars with 3 people in each car.. then, we go to the Jetty to start our shooting.. the only person that i talked to were Fazry and Faiz.. then, they said i have to do a dating scene with paan. haha i was so nervous cz i barely know this guy! but somehow, i manage to get used to it.. haha
so after the scene at Jetty, we went to a place near Eye On Malaysia. When we first arrived, me and paan has to stay in the car while our production crew discussed about the scene.. then we went to a tree, and it was the only tree in the middle of field.. im not sure how to describe the place but its like a field.. hahaa so we sat under the tree and the shooting begins.. once again, we have to hold hands.. but this time, it is something different.. his hand and my hand has to “walk” using our finger in order to “meet” each other’s hand.. haha here is the picture.. haha



later, we have to play around the bushes.. sort of like a Hindustan.. haha there is this one part whereby we have to hold both hands and swing in a circle.. (am I using the right term?)ok whatever, so it makes me feel a little bit drowsy and for this part, we have to took around 4 shot, if im not mistaken.. LOL
moving on to the next scene.. we went to MP to shoot in the karaoke room.. however, this shot has not been used in the movie.. well, we had fun karaoke for one hour.. gosh I just love hanging out with them.. they are fun to be with!

As for dinner, we went to Burger King.. weeeeeeeee~~!! Well, obviously we have the eating scene to be done first.. so we went to see the manager (unfortunately, the manager doesn’t want to see us.. so the service crew become our middle person because the manager is in the staff room).. somehow, by using the communication skills that I learn, me and faiz manage to persuade the manager.. hehe so the production crew bought 2 sets of meal for me and paan.. but for that scene, we only used one set.. SHARING IS CARING! Ahaha so after few shots, the production crew went to buy their own meal and we ate together.. this is when they start to talk about ghost stories.. darn! I hate this part right here.. haha so, after we finished everything, we went to car to go back to uitm..



We stop at TESCO because they need to buy some stuff for different scene.. then, we arrived in Uitm safely.. hahaha I was supposed to go to bed early because I have to meet them at 9 am tomorrow.. but my eyes was so stubborn that I end up reading my notes until I fall asleep..

-the end for day 1-

-beginning of day 2-

So I woke up early today and by 9, I was already waiting for them in front of my block.. owh did I told u that im wearing the exact same attire as yesterday?? Haha no worries, I did wash my shirt last night before I went to bed.. huhu so the boys called me at 9, asking if im ready.. so I said im already in front of my block.. ive waited for a while and finally they arrived at 9.15.. n the first reaction that I get as soon as I enter the car was “eeee baju smlm!” n I see paan who is driving wearing different shirt than yesterday.. so he told me that the shirt is inside his bag. Darn! I would have done the same thing if I knew it.. well, its ok.. its all about being confident.. haha then, we went to MSL to have our breakfast.. then only I know that fazry and mahat is going by motorcycle..

Next destination is ayer keroh.. we went to their friends house because they need to shoot paan’s scene in the bedroom.. huhu thank god there is a girl in the house.. during the shoot, I enjoy myself watching tv in the living room.. so the girl that live in the house has to act as paan’s mum.. however, once again, after they edited the movie, they decided to cut this scene..

Then, we went to MP again.. on our way there, i have to be quiet inside the car cz im the one who challenge myself to do soo.. hahaha gosh I feel so shy and awkward walking around MP wearing the same shirt.. so I’ve told them to avoid places like burger king.. haha we went to the food court to have our lunch.. but while waiting for mahat n fazry; faiz, paan n fathul BULLIED me! They tease me coz im wearing the same shirt.. so I decided to act as if I was hurt by it n walk away from that place.. they called me and I played around with them… haha serves them right! Actually I went to the Guardian to buy Rexona.. haha then, I get back to the food court n paan was eating happily.. haha while fathul n faiz was looking around for me.. LOL

So, after I have finished eating, we went back to the car.. this scene is the most adventurous scene for me.. first we have to walk away while holding hands from the camera to the car.. during this shot, there was 2 times whereby the guard was around.. so we cover up by taking pictures.. as if we are tourist.. and fazry have to run to hide the camera.. then, we have to take the scene in the ar.. I have to be the sort of naughty girl.. we have to do the kissing scene.. haha no worries.. we did not kissed.. haha it took 5 shot I guess, to get the best shot..



Last but not least, b4 we went back, we have to take the car moving scene at kelemak.. this is the funniest part.. we were waiting for fazry n mahat.. so I told paan to wait at the side of the road.. since there is a left turn, I told him to DRIFT.. so he did the DRIFT xjadi.. because what do u expect with a kancil.. I don’t want anything bad to happen.. after the drift, we stopped.. then, there is this police car stopped beside our car.. there is a guy n a lady.. so they asked what happen.. I guess they were curious because there is only 1 gurl with 3 guys.. we told them that we are waiting for our fren.. n lucky us because that time faiz was holding his camera.. hahaa so they told us no too wait there for soo long.. haha after fazry and mahat has arrived, we start our shooting.. after we finished this scene, we went to Kelemak.. they asked me if I want to eat.. but Im not hungry at all.. so we just have a drink.. then go back to uitm..

It was in the evening when we arrived back in uitm.. I went to bed because I was too tired.. at night, I woke up to eat and went back to bed.. hehee

Sunday, May 10, 2009

i love u!

Just to prove I was right that it's harder to be friends than lovers and you shouldn't try and mix the two, cause if you do and then you're still unhappy, then you know that the problem is you."

If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend.

You were the one who made things different; you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on; above all, you were my friend.

Even if we never talk again after tonight, please remember that I am forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me.

I was just wondering if you'd come along to hold up my head when my head won't hold on. I'll do the same if the same is what you want, if not I will go alone.

See you and me have a better time than most can dream of, better than the best, so we can pull on through, whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down, and if nothing can be done, we'll make the best of what's around.

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm...I turn to you. For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on...for everything you do, for everything thats true, I turn to you.

When I'm lost in the rain, In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way And when I'm scared, losing ground When my world is going crazy You can turn it all around and when I'm down you're there Pushing me to the top You're always there, giving me all you've got

Those are some of the quotes that I’ve found from the internet and I think it has a very special meaning for me. Let me give some review about each quotes…

1. I agreed that friends are harder to find that lovers because love comes and goes. But REAL friend will always stays here with me.

2. Yes. Do ask ok. Because if you are allowed, I would like to join you, so that you are not alone. =)

3. I always count on my friends and you were always there for me to help to go through the hard moments. Thanx dearest.

4. Believe me. You guys changed me. You taught me to be a better person and best thing is I’ve learn a lot of new things in life from all of you.

5. I believe that my you will hold my head. Am I right? Because you guys have never let me go through hard times alone.

6. Yes, we did. All those crazy things are the coolest thing can happen to me in my whole entire life.

7. Im sorry if you get annoyed but I always turn to you during my good and hard times. =P

8. You were always there for me. Everything that is in this quote is true. You were always there to help me. Even when I fall, you were there to help me up.

Thanx to my best friends for being a REAL and TRUE friends to me. You guys are the best thing that happen in my life because I know how hard to find friends that I can trust.

Ok, now let’s see who are the people that I can hold on to. Their name has been highlighted in the quotes:-

DERICK NABILAH

SHARINA DANIELLA

I’ve been thru good and hard times in my life for these past few years. You guys are always there for me to help me up whenever I fall. During this past few years, I’ve learn that it is very very hard to find people that you can really call a FRIEND. You were always there to give advices to me. I wonder if you guys have ever feel annoyed by giving me the same advice especially when it comes to LOVE. At this moment, I wonder why I’ve never learnt from my mistakes. Why do I keep on repeating the same mistakes? Thanx dearest for always being there for me.

I LOVE YOU! <3

XOXO